2007-10-17
I’ve been sad lately : (
Humeur actuelle : Sad
Categorie : Blogging
I just can't seem to shake the feeling of sadness that I have been having all of the time. I really do not know what my answer is to this dilemma. I feel alone I feel lost sometimes, I feel like what if I don't make it out there. Life is so hard and I am sure a lot of you out there can relate to me. My life isn't easy and never has been for those out there who think it has dont know shit about me. I have been known to be the girl with a temper a girl who speaks her mind, but its all just to shield myself, protect myself so that no one can hurt me. I am in not way a confident person I realize this now, I need to fix it, all these issues that seem to resurface keep bringing me down, my past really comes back to haunt me and I am only 21 years old. I mean how mature do you have to be at this age. Its easy for people to sya how mature I should be but they dont think about how a sheltered life can really slow down the learning process. No one knows that I am totally anti social, no one knows that I am bi-polar. Believe it or not its a real illness and there is no point in hiding it anymore. Everyone out there can take this whatever way they want, they can speculate that Im insane, or suicidal or anything under the sun but these are my thoughts, true thoughts that might not make sense to you but I feel better have said what I am saying now.
For all of you writing all those amazing emails and leaving nice comments for me thank you so much.
SOURCE : Leslie's MySpace
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Thu 3 Apr - 0:11
Je la supporte,et la supporterai toujours!!